Solo

Lately I've been wondering if I will be solo the rest of my life and if I can come to terms with it. Still not sure...God seems to be saying that I need to be able to take care of myself first. So I am pondering that idea and life alone for a while. Got in the mood to write poetry the other night and this is what came out.

Solitary, solitaire,
living her life alone,
one among many.
Shining like a beacon,
sparkle from within
highlighting her uniqueness,
she reflects the lights
of those around her.
With all this reflected light,
can a solitaire be truly solitary?

That doesn't say it all but it's a start.